But I can't stop. I don't know if you'll ever be able to understand any of them without getting yourself on the same Trail, but you probably already know where I'll be soon continuing to keep a public record of some of the tracks in my charging process. I hope now things don't go crazy again, making me postpone my plan of slowing down. My intuition tells me that when you bear in mind that you only have the Word and keep seeking Her as the only real Thing, you are perceived as a digital being, not as "real" as others, until you show that things can come from that Source. Actually, all of us are digital; either you are a bit off or a bit on. And the question is: is the bit off soul seeking no Medicine capable of perceiving anything that comes from the Source as a real thing, which has the purpose of promoting, deepening the owner's experience with the Source, or as that "thing" he or she desires in vain?
By the Way, do you know about the Out of control Plan in the Killer God's wheels, I mean, hands? Or the Joy's Train that brings the Ice Cream after Beth's Pizza, while going back deeper into the Place's Room 11 to keep listening to the Radio and growing, using the tranquility88 pass? And who dares to bring the Sunlight for Julie? Could it be the one who made friends with the Cobra? After Rita Leigh turned you into a rebel and you left it "all" to become a tractor driver like her, which of the two have you wholeheartedly chosen? Caterpillar or New Holland? It's OK to change your choice at any Moment, since your "past" is perfectly cleared from your mind as useless rubbish you're not willing to ever try and get back, because you know you'd eventually end up brought down from that fake top and realize the total waste of time; now you're all about the real Party and the real Company, not the "present" and the "future" they believe in and pursue.
Yes, free will is a gift that allows us to get and keep the Gift.
We may also use it to go back to misery, but our fate is to dare and persist.
